some things never change

I am sitting at the head office Tot Heil des Volks right now. And cannot login into that program I should work with. The people in charge of the software are somewhere, they should be here a long time ago (we called them early in the morning...)
some things never change, gotta love it :-)

grrr

...I do not like misunderstandings, they sometimes make life very complicated...

listen to a wise man

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, "Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?" Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to manifest the glory of God that is within us.... And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others. (Nelson Mandela)

I do not like backpain

it makes you feeling useless, laying on your bed, while others have to do everything for you: the laundry, the cooking, the cleaning...and I am just laying there, giving "orders", asking them to help me to put on my socks, watching them work for me.
Maybe that's exactly what I have to learn....not doing everything for others (that's how I like it and what I am used to), but let them do something for me.
Man, that is not easy at all....