5 months

Yesterday, Niels and I had 5 months. I know, it doesn't sound like a lot, and cheesy and all that and I know someone who would be very amused, wouldn't you, Susana? :-)
And still, those 5 months were probably the most beautiful and at the same time most challenging 5 months in my life.
I enjoy being in love so much, there are so many beautiful moments and days, I do not have words to express or explain...
And I get challenged to face struggles and pains in my life on a deeper level than ever before. It's scary to be very, very honest with myself, to face fears and to press through them.
But it is the only way, and it is worth it.

Thank you.

secretary

on monday I'll start my new job: two days a week as secretary...where? in the head office from tot heil des volks...
as my flatmate would say: life is sooo exciting, you never know what's gonna happen next.

she's right. and I love Gods sense of humor.

question

sooo, today I was laying in my bed until 3 p.m. reading a book. Should I just enjoy it or feel guilty about it?